coz I'm not sleepy that's why

I cannot sleep maybe I am too excited for tomorrow! :D And thus I decided to blog so here I am.

And coming to the difficult part, I just checked my second lab report mark. It was just published I think, coz I have been constantly checking the new grade section since like 6 days ago? Because I saw a friend's status saying that he got the mark already one day after submission so of course I felt mana aci dia dah dapat I wanna know my mark too walaupun sumpah takut sebab second lab macam hancooo je T_T

And so, my instinct, usually is always true. While others are satisfied for improving themselves, I am feeling soooo bad right now. Though I kinda deserve it. Serve me right la kan sapa suruh tak paham betul betul experiment tu, sapa suruh buat diagram separuh by computer separuh lagi guna tangan. People never know what happened though. Susah jugak kalau yang first dapat agak okay, and then bila yang second ni jauh lebih rendah rasa macam terjelepuk jatuh atas tanah pastu susah nak bangun.

Sedih la can't wait to collect the report and bakar sampai jadi abu. Kihkih so extreme.

I am challenging myself. I am gonna have to get much higher for the third one. Can? Insya Allah. As long as I do what I should do kan.

Nevertheless I still am soooooo tak puas hati. Grrrrrrr.

I am gonna enjoy myself tomorrow and lupakan all this. Btw I'm having Reading Week this week. And no, I am not going anywhere except tomorrow hihihi :D

Salam aidiladha from me. Belated aidiladha (;